Ten years ago, the already legendary My Chemical Romance released their third studio album. Now, The Black Parade represents so much to their fans; at the time of its release, the album transformed their fanbase into what is called the MCRmy, later to be called the Killjoys, an army that would wage war upon those who would attempt to stop them from being different, from being themselves They also found opponents in those UK tabloids who would accuse MCR of being an “emo suicide cult” that caused their fans to take their own lives — when in reality the band sent out an anti-suicide message, through music that didn’t ignore depression and addiction, that encouraged keeping on living.
The early version of “Mama” is somehow even more haunting than the final song, Gerard Way‘s screams and growls timed with creepy lyrics such as “And if you could write me a letter/I’d maybe even sing you a song/ ’cause there’s shit that I’ve done/with this fuck of a gun/your eyes bleed…” and of course the famous “Mama, we all go to hell, I’m writing this letter and wishing you well”. Fans have speculated that this song is a follow up of “The Ghost Of You” on Three Cheers for Sweet Revenge, in which Gerard’s brother and MCR bassist Mikey Way is killed at war in the music video, and this song is a traumatised Gerard’s letter back home to his mother, telling her that they’re not coming home and that they’re all going to hell.
Okay, what happened between the two versions of “House Of Wolves”? I guess we’ll never know. The song is amazing both ways, but it almost seems that only the name stayed the same. Wow. The second version and the final version have little difference between them though, merely a few lyrical changes. The version of “Disenchanted” remains similar to the final LP track, although slightly less tear-jerking. Even as it appears on The Black Parade, it’s possibly the most under-appreciated song of the album — and it almost didn’t make the final cut, but Mikey insisted and it did.“All The Angels” is the haunting conclusion to this haunting album. Featuring simple melody and cryptic lyrics, it seems to tell the story of a girl rushing to her dying loved one’s deathbed, which certainly fits with the story of the cancer patient which the 2006 release told the story of. “And all the angels say: You are all to blame” are probably the most eerie and memorable lyrics from this album. With the rawness of this recording, it’s easy to imagine being in the famously haunted Paramour Mansion in Los Angeles with My Chemical Romance as they recorded this song.
Living With Ghosts reveals many of the thought processes and transitions between My Chemical Romance’s second and third record, revealing hidden gems and confirming rumours. It also solidifies The Black Parade‘s position as MCR’s most incredible record out of the four LPs to date. Some would say it’s the most overplayed album, but listening to it explains why. Never will I, or many other Killjoys, be tired of hearing the first notes of “Welcome To The Back Parade”, Gerard’s deranged screams in “Mama”, the nostalgic notes introducing “Disenchanted” or chanting along to “Teenagers”; and now we know what else went into the creation of the album that saves lives.-Frankie Harmonia-
